the lady

a while ago a beautiful woman came into my life .she's been my friend for the last two years but i always took her for granted for which i paid the price quite a few times.what is happiness that something i really discovered only after meeting her .shes incredible not just for what she is but for who she is ,its like finding that happy place and never having to leave.in the beginning she was always there but like a jackass i never noticed in the "best of my efforts" i managed to drive her away really far away.in losing her i discovered 3 other people they stood by me through a very hard time for this i will always be grateful to them.

in the due course of time i realized that she was the perfect person all along.like ive said before is always been the eyes forever they have charmed me and sent me into a gaze its like looking into a gujrathi universe with planets made of dhokla and surrounded by rings of khakda.

she has changed my life completely and made me feel like a different person.anything that has changed in me after being with her ,the only wrong thing i can think of is that ive become desperate to do work and love slogging it out which if you really look at is not a bad thing at all :).
no amount of words can describe how graetful i am for everything that she has given me.

your an amazing person and can find no amount of words to say what i want to say,every time i look into your eyes im speechless.in whatever way you maybe how ever you are ,you will always be special to me
love ya
milk payasam
now you figure out why i called you that :)

the time has come....

hi....the time has come for me to bring out many things in many ways that would not hurt any one else....where do i start from....??? first a random thought.....if we call them slippers they why is that we can walk in them without falling.... i have decide that life is worth living to the fullest and that what you want to do is the most essential to you and that you should go ahead and do it....without thinking twice.... there so many things that have encompassed my life that deep inside i feel i have lost myself and lost who i am....but guess every human being changes good or bad its through their own actions that they come to be what they want to be. i realized that being taken for granted is the worst thing that can happened to you. A sense of "doormat ism" takes over and then there is no going back people are just going to come and walk all over you and take complete advantage and when you need them they will just turn their backs on you and act like you never existed or that you have never helped them out. but there are those who love to give help and play their role in enriching other peoples lives.these people get immense satisfaction from realizing that whatever has ever happened in the past or the present is irrelevant and that helping your "foe" is the best way to feel inner peace. sadly there come a time when you can give and give no more and that someone need to give you something but....there is not a single soul that you can find who is ready to give you anything... i think this topic explains it self because thats the way the world works they approach you if they need something really urgently otherwise your just ignored. life has a way of hitting you at the wrong time and in the wrong place. you feel that just when things are over they come back to haunt you again in most wrong way possible....i'm not going to further because its quite sad so lets just forget it and move onto happier things.

I have eaten a puff in 5 states across my country and they quite vary in taste and many other features...for those of you who do not know what a puff is please visit (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Puff_pastry) its an amazing little bakery master piece its main quality is that it fills stomach in a very small amount and that it makes you feel really full if you overeat it...it's an odd achievement i plan to raise it to at least 20 states by the time i am done with college maybe even a travelogue titled "the puff adventure" from what i have understood you must look for 1)size 2)flakiness 3) If its a cheese puff or a puff without a filling then layers must be considered 4)you must be able to differentiate between a puff/patty and a turnover 5)in the inner filling you msut look for variety in terms of vegetables used. 6)masala,masala they more spicier the harder it will be on your digestive tract 7)of course you must also consider the extent to which a puff has been cooked 8)if you are eating from an area that is not safe go for the slightly burnt puffs as they have some guarantee of being cooked 9)puffs are not meant to be chewed for long periods,nor are they meant to be separated from the patty in a forceful manner.if you have to do this while eating your puff then you puff is bad... 10)a good puff can be followed by a good drink if the puff and the drink dont go together then your eating experience is lost.
bon apetit :)

"the look" by Roxette
this is one brilliant song it says a lot.... 1, 2, 3, 4 Walking like a man Hitting like a hammer Shes a juvenile scam Never was a quitter Tasty like a raindrop Shes got the look Heavenly bound Cause heavens got a number When shes spinning me around Kissing is a colour Her loving is a wild dog Shes got the look Shes got the look, -shes got the look- Shes got the look, -shes got the look- What in the world can make a brown-eyed girl turn blue When everything Ill ever do, Ill do for you And I go: la la la la la Shes got the look Fire in the ice Naked to the t-bone Is a lovers disguise Banging on the head drum Shaking like a mad bull Shes got the look Swaying to the band Moving like a hammer Shes a miracle man Loving is the ocean Kissing is the wet sand Shes got the look Shes got the look, -shes got the look- Shes got the look, -shes got the look- What in the world can make a brown-eyed girl turn blue When everything Ill ever do, Ill do for you And I go: la la la la la Shes got the look Walking like a man Hitting like a hammer Shes a juvenile scam Never was a quitter Tasty like a raindrop Shes got the look And she goes: Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na na na na, Shes got the look Shes got the look, -shes got the look- Shes got the look, -shes got the look- What in the world can make a brown-eyed girl turn blue When everything Ill ever do, Ill do for you And I go: la la la la la Shes got the look What in the world can make you so blue When everything Ill ever do, Ill do for you And I go: la la la la la Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na na na na, Shes got the look And she goes: Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na na na na, Shes got the look -shes got the look- And she goes: Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na, Na na na na na na,

Na na na na na na na na,

Shes got the look -shes got the look-

just those eyes beautiful they say so much.....
adios

its rare days like this that i decide to blog..... woozily high and happily full from badly cooked food...i must let every one know that hot n cool's quality had drastically come down...they must put in more effort or raise their game.though not like it matters because they have a monopoly over the fried rice market of this side of udupi town.so much to say....so much to say where do i begin....i came back last semester with nothing to expect. my one month of work or well i would say 29 days taught me quite a bit....first and foremost what and pr company works like....how to get corporately "used" to take surveys that have no relavance whatsoever.....it made me feel grown up and professional to work in the organization.Attending meetings writing down minutes of meeting....was good.i came back to college to begin what was my most fun semester the drinking began and it never ended.....the ganja began to flow and so did my mind .sigh those many drunk nights of staggering back to the hostel.i guess studies began to take a backseat while partying just became the norm.....i did a lot last sem....i learned to ride a scooter in 5 min i "played" ball for college never imagined i could do it... i made some good friends some bad friends.i went to banglore and that was good fun...i realized what i do here so eaisly they need to take some effort to perform.so many insignificant events between which really have no relavence here.....college....gym....stoned...drunk...this was the life...i loved it.unfourtunately i guess the guy in charge of fate decided to screw me or well i decided to mess with him and i payed the price...anyways thats that for last sem,.....