Monday, January 19, 2009

A demand darkly

he comes home one night, like any other night,The ignition of his motorcycle idling as he steps off.he lingers for a moment contemplating between wanting to eat something and moving into the comfort of his room where his illusions are his and no one will see him.

He can hear strange sounds around him some that are real and some a figment of his imagination,their garbled out pour into his senses has heightened his paranoia that something will happened and it will hurt.

deciding on going out again he returns to his position on the bike and turns it around its single dysfunctional display gauge lights up,its colors warped with that of the needle. he begins to move slowly towards the gate and tugs on the brake when realizes someone has closed it.

A silent panic begins to set,but a momentary lapse of common sense allows him to realize that it was him who shut the gate something he not normally do.

the main road a high slope of pot holes and smooth patches looks unusually long but he decides to move on.
the silent whir of the bike and the cold breeze invoke deep emotions momentarily,his parents,his girlfriend,a recently deceased friend.he passes the first eatery pauses on the opposite side of the road.
A quick glance and he realizes that are many familiar faces inside and they will question his red eyes and rancid breath.

he sees a blue jeep approaching,panic begins to set in but as quickly as it came it moves away down the slope.
deciding not to invite trouble he moves on, at the top of the slope he stops once again deciding to calm himself he put on some music but he can only find psy trance on his music player.

left with no option he puts on the earphones and begins to listen.An all time favorite of his he imagines men and women jumping "over all the water".

moving on a route so familiar to him he sub consciously dodges the pot holes and the speed breakers.lost in the music and the thoughts of his friend and he must be thinking of him while watching him from heaven.

He arrives at the eatery and parks to the side.he gets off and realizes he has left they key in the vehicle.he turns around and see a pair of eyes n the bushes,glowing by the light of the night ,peeping further he realizes it is the mangled carcass of a stray dog.looking at its lifeless eyes he says a small prayer and wonders how it as met with such a fate.

deciding not to spook himself anymore he moves into the eatery and orders for a burger and a plate of fries.

Studying the crowd around him he spots an rather portly looking boy and realizes its one of his good friends,moving up to greet him he drops his phone.as he bends to pick it up he hits his head on the table and curses his luck as his ear begins to bleed.wiping it with a tissue he looks around, but as he glances at the floor he find himself standing in a pool of blood and a machete next to his feet.....

(part 2 when i am inspired or can put the events in the right order...)





Monday, January 5, 2009

some random electric impulses which serve no real purpose other than to extend the hand of time in passing(which basically mean im jobless)

Hello people welcome to 2009,the world is in recession,Israel is kicking Hamas in the backside,Sri Lanka is kicking LTTE on their backside the 3 big Automakers have got their backsides saved,all in all...yes backsides are in danger but that is just at the "crack" of the worlds issues :P.

It has been an eventful year for everyone and everything we have all enjoyed ourselves cried,laughed,shouted,been shouted at studied, wasted time and generally done things that we would want to remember for the rest of our lives.

if i start reflecting this blog post will not be enough and by the time you get through it the probability of you(reader) attaining after life would be very high. i generally dont write blog posts simply cause i find it too tedious to sit and keep typing.

what is our real purpose in life????
for many it's whatever they feel is the value of time well spent.it could be anything right from playing a round of some sport all the way to getting really high.as a kid or a teenager that would be the case.but..what do you do as an adult????
you goto work....to work is the best thing ever.... most of all you have no homework,i can go home at the end of the day and do what i feel like without worrying that i will have to write exams and stuff.
its a rather lame realization but its a realization nevertheless.

Psy trance is to be heard at a "higher" state of mind(though most of you would expect me to say "no its heard in the state in which you live :P")

i can ride!, i can ride! geared bikes that is.... :)
motorcycles are the most amazing machines that i have seen,they are fun and incredible to ride.motorcycles are beautiful,you can compare them a super bitchy supermodel,they are elegant,perform well when fed with enough liquid,need a constant supply of rubber to achieve new heights, need long straight stretches to do their best and yes will have a breakdown if pushed too hard..

having a someone in your life is vital to a happy mind.

paneer(cottage cheese) is the equivalent of chicken for the non-vegetarians,its yummy and i can eat it with anything.... i mean anything....

we dont need wars or people to fight,but when you have warned someone long enough they have no business to mess you anymore.

would the Skoda car company have a checking account or "czeching"account???
would vegetables use a pea pod to listen to their music???
technically if a car ran on alcohol also it would become a "high"brid would it not???
if its global warming then,why not make hole somewhere on the earth and let the heat out?

life is all about how you conduct yourself in relation to others existence.do your duty and what is needed of you,if someone docent do something and its not gonna harm you tell them...if they tell you to "F" off then dont bother and when it all goes wrong and you arrive at inevitable point where you have to say "i knew it" or "i told you so" dont.... help them out or advice them on what to do.

everyone has an ego. Learing not to give in an feel hurt is what makes you different from
others.people with large Ego's suck. they are a menace to the people they live and work with,be warned big Ego people your head could balloon up so high that it would just roll off your neck.

when someone racially abuses your or for that matter abuses you,dont return the abuse hold every impulse back to shoot your mouth off... look at them in the face and tell them their abuse was not good enough....and that they have failed to live up to terms and conditions of a racial abuse,they have the mind set of a five year old when it comes to making someone feel bad and that you feel disappointed that they have said something so lame and useless,that in the process of trying to make you feel bad they brought shame and dishonour upon themselves for not knowing how to abuse...and that should go back to sixth standard and learn it all over again.
if you want to cut it short and save the effort of making such a large speech,laugh really loudly point if you want hold up an "l" at them, then tell them that they suck and that their so called"abuse" has now got you cracked up and they can do much better.

though i must warn you that after doing something like this you must be ready to have the fight of your life cause your abuser will be really really angry....

when your young do everything and anything.go where life takes you everything is an experience that you must take with the right attitude.

will stop now....byeee happy 2009 god bless all