A demand darkly

he comes home one night, like any other night,The ignition of his motorcycle idling as he steps off.he lingers for a moment contemplating between wanting to eat something and moving into the comfort of his room where his illusions are his and no one will see him.

He can hear strange sounds around him some that are real and some a figment of his imagination,their garbled out pour into his senses has heightened his paranoia that something will happened and it will hurt.

deciding on going out again he returns to his position on the bike and turns it around its single dysfunctional display gauge lights up,its colors warped with that of the needle. he begins to move slowly towards the gate and tugs on the brake when realizes someone has closed it.

A silent panic begins to set,but a momentary lapse of common sense allows him to realize that it was him who shut the gate something he not normally do.

the main road a high slope of pot holes and smooth patches looks unusually long but he decides to move on.
the silent whir of the bike and the cold breeze invoke deep emotions momentarily,his parents,his girlfriend,a recently deceased friend.he passes the first eatery pauses on the opposite side of the road.
A quick glance and he realizes that are many familiar faces inside and they will question his red eyes and rancid breath.

he sees a blue jeep approaching,panic begins to set in but as quickly as it came it moves away down the slope.
deciding not to invite trouble he moves on, at the top of the slope he stops once again deciding to calm himself he put on some music but he can only find psy trance on his music player.

left with no option he puts on the earphones and begins to listen.An all time favorite of his he imagines men and women jumping "over all the water".

moving on a route so familiar to him he sub consciously dodges the pot holes and the speed breakers.lost in the music and the thoughts of his friend and he must be thinking of him while watching him from heaven.

He arrives at the eatery and parks to the side.he gets off and realizes he has left they key in the vehicle.he turns around and see a pair of eyes n the bushes,glowing by the light of the night ,peeping further he realizes it is the mangled carcass of a stray dog.looking at its lifeless eyes he says a small prayer and wonders how it as met with such a fate.

deciding not to spook himself anymore he moves into the eatery and orders for a burger and a plate of fries.

Studying the crowd around him he spots an rather portly looking boy and realizes its one of his good friends,moving up to greet him he drops his phone.as he bends to pick it up he hits his head on the table and curses his luck as his ear begins to bleed.wiping it with a tissue he looks around, but as he glances at the floor he find himself standing in a pool of blood and a machete next to his feet.....

(part 2 when i am inspired or can put the events in the right order...)

some random electric impulses which serve no real purpose other than to extend the hand of time in passing(which basically mean im jobless)

Hello people welcome to 2009,the world is in recession,Israel is kicking Hamas in the backside,Sri Lanka is kicking LTTE on their backside the 3 big Automakers have got their backsides saved,all in all...yes backsides are in danger but that is just at the "crack" of the worlds issues :P.

It has been an eventful year for everyone and everything we have all enjoyed ourselves cried,laughed,shouted,been shouted at studied, wasted time and generally done things that we would want to remember for the rest of our lives.

if i start reflecting this blog post will not be enough and by the time you get through it the probability of you(reader) attaining after life would be very high. i generally dont write blog posts simply cause i find it too tedious to sit and keep typing.

what is our real purpose in life????
for many it's whatever they feel is the value of time well spent.it could be anything right from playing a round of some sport all the way to getting really high.as a kid or a teenager that would be the case.but..what do you do as an adult????
you goto work....to work is the best thing ever.... most of all you have no homework,i can go home at the end of the day and do what i feel like without worrying that i will have to write exams and stuff.
its a rather lame realization but its a realization nevertheless.

Psy trance is to be heard at a "higher" state of mind(though most of you would expect me to say "no its heard in the state in which you live :P")

i can ride!, i can ride! geared bikes that is.... :)
motorcycles are the most amazing machines that i have seen,they are fun and incredible to ride.motorcycles are beautiful,you can compare them a super bitchy supermodel,they are elegant,perform well when fed with enough liquid,need a constant supply of rubber to achieve new heights, need long straight stretches to do their best and yes will have a breakdown if pushed too hard..

having a someone in your life is vital to a happy mind.

paneer(cottage cheese) is the equivalent of chicken for the non-vegetarians,its yummy and i can eat it with anything.... i mean anything....

we dont need wars or people to fight,but when you have warned someone long enough they have no business to mess you anymore.

would the Skoda car company have a checking account or "czeching"account???
would vegetables use a pea pod to listen to their music???
technically if a car ran on alcohol also it would become a "high"brid would it not???
if its global warming then,why not make hole somewhere on the earth and let the heat out?

life is all about how you conduct yourself in relation to others existence.do your duty and what is needed of you,if someone docent do something and its not gonna harm you tell them...if they tell you to "F" off then dont bother and when it all goes wrong and you arrive at inevitable point where you have to say "i knew it" or "i told you so" dont.... help them out or advice them on what to do.

everyone has an ego. Learing not to give in an feel hurt is what makes you different from
others.people with large Ego's suck. they are a menace to the people they live and work with,be warned big Ego people your head could balloon up so high that it would just roll off your neck.

when someone racially abuses your or for that matter abuses you,dont return the abuse hold every impulse back to shoot your mouth off... look at them in the face and tell them their abuse was not good enough....and that they have failed to live up to terms and conditions of a racial abuse,they have the mind set of a five year old when it comes to making someone feel bad and that you feel disappointed that they have said something so lame and useless,that in the process of trying to make you feel bad they brought shame and dishonour upon themselves for not knowing how to abuse...and that should go back to sixth standard and learn it all over again.
if you want to cut it short and save the effort of making such a large speech,laugh really loudly point if you want hold up an "l" at them, then tell them that they suck and that their so called"abuse" has now got you cracked up and they can do much better.

though i must warn you that after doing something like this you must be ready to have the fight of your life cause your abuser will be really really angry....

when your young do everything and anything.go where life takes you everything is an experience that you must take with the right attitude.

will stop now....byeee happy 2009 god bless all

the lady

a while ago a beautiful woman came into my life .she's been my friend for the last two years but i always took her for granted for which i paid the price quite a few times.what is happiness that something i really discovered only after meeting her .shes incredible not just for what she is but for who she is ,its like finding that happy place and never having to leave.in the beginning she was always there but like a jackass i never noticed in the "best of my efforts" i managed to drive her away really far away.in losing her i discovered 3 other people they stood by me through a very hard time for this i will always be grateful to them.

in the due course of time i realized that she was the perfect person all along.like ive said before is always been the eyes forever they have charmed me and sent me into a gaze its like looking into a gujrathi universe with planets made of dhokla and surrounded by rings of khakda.

she has changed my life completely and made me feel like a different person.anything that has changed in me after being with her ,the only wrong thing i can think of is that ive become desperate to do work and love slogging it out which if you really look at is not a bad thing at all :).
no amount of words can describe how graetful i am for everything that she has given me.

your an amazing person and can find no amount of words to say what i want to say,every time i look into your eyes im speechless.in whatever way you maybe how ever you are ,you will always be special to me
love ya
milk payasam
now you figure out why i called you that :)

the time has come....

hi....the time has come for me to bring out many things in many ways that would not hurt any one else....where do i start from....??? first a random thought.....if we call them slippers they why is that we can walk in them without falling.... i have decide that life is worth living to the fullest and that what you want to do is the most essential to you and that you should go ahead and do it....without thinking twice.... there so many things that have encompassed my life that deep inside i feel i have lost myself and lost who i am....but guess every human being changes good or bad its through their own actions that they come to be what they want to be. i realized that being taken for granted is the worst thing that can happened to you. A sense of "doormat ism" takes over and then there is no going back people are just going to come and walk all over you and take complete advantage and when you need them they will just turn their backs on you and act like you never existed or that you have never helped them out. but there are those who love to give help and play their role in enriching other peoples lives.these people get immense satisfaction from realizing that whatever has ever happened in the past or the present is irrelevant and that helping your "foe" is the best way to feel inner peace. sadly there come a time when you can give and give no more and that someone need to give you something but....there is not a single soul that you can find who is ready to give you anything... i think this topic explains it self because thats the way the world works they approach you if they need something really urgently otherwise your just ignored. life has a way of hitting you at the wrong time and in the wrong place. you feel that just when things are over they come back to haunt you again in most wrong way possible....i'm not going to further because its quite sad so lets just forget it and move onto happier things.

I have eaten a puff in 5 states across my country and they quite vary in taste and many other features...for those of you who do not know what a puff is please visit (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Puff_pastry) its an amazing little bakery master piece its main quality is that it fills stomach in a very small amount and that it makes you feel really full if you overeat it...it's an odd achievement i plan to raise it to at least 20 states by the time i am done with college maybe even a travelogue titled "the puff adventure" from what i have understood you must look for 1)size 2)flakiness 3) If its a cheese puff or a puff without a filling then layers must be considered 4)you must be able to differentiate between a puff/patty and a turnover 5)in the inner filling you msut look for variety in terms of vegetables used. 6)masala,masala they more spicier the harder it will be on your digestive tract 7)of course you must also consider the extent to which a puff has been cooked 8)if you are eating from an area that is not safe go for the slightly burnt puffs as they have some guarantee of being cooked 9)puffs are not meant to be chewed for long periods,nor are they meant to be separated from the patty in a forceful manner.if you have to do this while eating your puff then you puff is bad... 10)a good puff can be followed by a good drink if the puff and the drink dont go together then your eating experience is lost.
bon apetit :)

"the look" by Roxette
this is one brilliant song it says a lot.... 1, 2, 3, 4 Walking like a man Hitting like a hammer Shes a juvenile scam Never was a quitter Tasty like a raindrop Shes got the look Heavenly bound Cause heavens got a number When shes spinning me around Kissing is a colour Her loving is a wild dog Shes got the look Shes got the look, -shes got the look- Shes got the look, -shes got the look- What in the world can make a brown-eyed girl turn blue When everything Ill ever do, Ill do for you And I go: la la la la la Shes got the look Fire in the ice Naked to the t-bone Is a lovers disguise Banging on the head drum Shaking like a mad bull Shes got the look Swaying to the band Moving like a hammer Shes a miracle man Loving is the ocean Kissing is the wet sand Shes got the look Shes got the look, -shes got the look- Shes got the look, -shes got the look- What in the world can make a brown-eyed girl turn blue When everything Ill ever do, Ill do for you And I go: la la la la la Shes got the look Walking like a man Hitting like a hammer Shes a juvenile scam Never was a quitter Tasty like a raindrop Shes got the look And she goes: Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na na na na, Shes got the look Shes got the look, -shes got the look- Shes got the look, -shes got the look- What in the world can make a brown-eyed girl turn blue When everything Ill ever do, Ill do for you And I go: la la la la la Shes got the look What in the world can make you so blue When everything Ill ever do, Ill do for you And I go: la la la la la Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na na na na, Shes got the look And she goes: Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na na na na, Shes got the look -shes got the look- And she goes: Na na na na na, Na na na na na na, Na na na na na, Na na na na na na,

Na na na na na na na na,

Shes got the look -shes got the look-

just those eyes beautiful they say so much.....
adios

its rare days like this that i decide to blog..... woozily high and happily full from badly cooked food...i must let every one know that hot n cool's quality had drastically come down...they must put in more effort or raise their game.though not like it matters because they have a monopoly over the fried rice market of this side of udupi town.so much to say....so much to say where do i begin....i came back last semester with nothing to expect. my one month of work or well i would say 29 days taught me quite a bit....first and foremost what and pr company works like....how to get corporately "used" to take surveys that have no relavance whatsoever.....it made me feel grown up and professional to work in the organization.Attending meetings writing down minutes of meeting....was good.i came back to college to begin what was my most fun semester the drinking began and it never ended.....the ganja began to flow and so did my mind .sigh those many drunk nights of staggering back to the hostel.i guess studies began to take a backseat while partying just became the norm.....i did a lot last sem....i learned to ride a scooter in 5 min i "played" ball for college never imagined i could do it... i made some good friends some bad friends.i went to banglore and that was good fun...i realized what i do here so eaisly they need to take some effort to perform.so many insignificant events between which really have no relavence here.....college....gym....stoned...drunk...this was the life...i loved it.unfourtunately i guess the guy in charge of fate decided to screw me or well i decided to mess with him and i payed the price...anyways thats that for last sem,.....

heres the second one

its a lot more simpler

1guns cause wars
2people brutally maime and kill each other with these weapons
3 man has competive spirit
4 its in his basic nature to fight
5 corrupting govenrments and forces that have no value for human lives rule our socities
6 man has lost who he is
7its this urege to dominate that has led to wars
8whats the next best thing to wars in terms of competiton
9 sports!
10 make the war zone a playground
10 i am naive so write like this
11 peace programmes involving sports
12 maybe something like hand in your guns and we give a football field
or you know something like give a rocket launcher get a golf club set
13 youmake the possibilites and try
14 sounds crazy but in our modern war torn raveged greedy and oppresive socities anything goes

my plan

here are some plans its, they arent one bit feasible but if someone who can think well and more than me can rouse up something then you are most welcome.

my first plan is for africa and its many starving countries .
1 its safer to be a little fat than to be extremly thin and have no meat on the body
2 in the case of starvation any food is good food cause something or the other would be sustained
3 the world is fully of people desprate after money of wealth
4these are the 2 biggest of the problems we face i guess
5 why not combine them?
6im not going to take names for the reason of saftey of course
7theres a major peace organization thats got global influence
8there a food giants that feed our fast moving world
9 in most cases these food arent healthy at least not for us
10 but for someone who gets none its a good idea to stuff it down their throat
11 would not do them any harm
12 so why not they team up and provide these food at lower rates to these people
13 its good money involved and its good publicity for the companies
14 research would be very easy
15 profit would be an understatment
16this food would sustain them to grow their own food
17 we create helping hands
18 thus the world works together
19 im totally mad but i dont care