a first attempt

heyyy people wassup this is my first attempt at blogging.i guess i have a lot to say but am really confused in life.confused about everything i guess .so many things are changing i guess that i dont know where to turn or what to do.but i like to take things the way they come guess that doesent work for many people i know but i dont care most of them have never either.my life has gone up,down,down,lower and lower then when i think it cant sink any lower it goes up and now i guess ive finally settled out hopefully.getting to more real things in life theres supposedly a storm on the horizon seen it off google earth looks life someone washed their hands on the face off the earth and clogged the drains.its killed my chances of going for my internship on saturday which means one more day of waiting .im looking forward to work i hope its good itll help me keep my mind off some other pressing issues. here are the words to one of my favourite songs ist kind of sad if you hear it but it means a lot to me its importance i guess is a secret
tata
"Black"

Hey... oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did.
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn

Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...
Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine

Aah... uuh..

Too doo doo too, too doo doo